here sometimes

So here we are in 2011, at a different place, in a totally different setting. It feels like nothing changed, when in reality everything did; nothing too big, just small things that make a person wonder if this was all a good idea. As some may remember I sort of shut down my blog, which was never really big success anyways, but somehow I found myself missing all the blogging and trashing people in the internet and feeling complete in some demented way. But blogging made me feel at home, well basically the only place where I could say anything I felt like saying, without caring about being judged or interrupted by people who were never satisfied with anything I did. I'm not pointing fingers, I'm just saying you can't really stop me right now. My life has changed for the best, I guess in this case. So many new things I learned and new things I discovered, I'll try and re-tell my entire year starting from February as detailed as I can, but I am human and I do forget some stuff and/or I get too lazy to write everything as it was.

Introduction: Before I begin I just want to say that so far I had an interesting year in Druga Gimnazija, as I thought it was going to be. Thankful to the people that made the journey 'funner' than I planned it to be, with the bumps on the road I still pulled it through... More or less... But anyways, just like before I won't say everything I do, and private shit like that, so yeah. Also if people get bored of reading or something, I honestly don't care, because I am not writing this for you, I'm writing this for myself, so if you're here to be a dumb ass, then you should just fuck off :) But anyways, lets continue where I left off...

February: My memory of February is a bit blurry, since it was so long ago... Honestly I can barely remember anything, but I said in my January post, on my other blog that I was going to settle down and start studying, well not really February was pretty much the same as every other month, can't remember if anything memorable happened in February. It was Valentine's Day, that was a complete and utter bullshit day, just like every other Valentine's Day, but not going to complain, because it's just another stupid day.

March: I really doubt anything was happening in March, except the fact that I was still hopelessly failing math and not doing anything about it... My way of taking care of the situation was clearly just sitting on the computer for hours and doing nothing. Yeah, I think I liked this guy, but he's stupid so I stopped liking him, not sure what was happening in March,was worried about math and that's pretty much it.

April: On the contrary to the previous months, April was Hell-Month, literally, I did stupid stuff, I am clearly not proud of because I think I may have hurt people, and yeah I'd say I'm sorry but... yeah, and also it was my brother's birthday so: Happy Birthday Dino. Umm, Nora was being obsessive over Penis, we all knew they would end up together, but both of them were too stupid to see it.

May: May was chill at first, went to the sea with my family, did my math investigation got a 2 (normala). Also May was the month when I started getting scared about June, because I knew I couldn't fix my math grade, and I saw all of this coming, but did I want to save myself? Of course not, I just like to complicate my life even more.

June: So far so good, haven't had that much drama or people causing extreme fuss in my life. I chose the right people and I eliminated the right ones too. Not everyone deserves me, and that's just like that. June has been good to me so far, it's been warm and cozy and summer-like and my sweet sixteen is coming up and Jun also meant the end of school which meant that I failed and I have to go to 'popravni' in august, but I only have three obscene words about this fact that I won't say because they are bad words. But that's not the point of June, the point of June is that I am maturing and I am so proud of myself. Not only physically, but mentally; the things my mum warned me about 4 months ago, I am starting to understand them now, like the thing with people not being worth me, and if people don't take care of me, why should I take care of them? and things like that, are making me understand that I have so much more to learn and to understand... and as for the rest of my summer, it's still a mystery.