writer's block

Not really a writer's block, I just don't want to clean, I am pretending to be doing my Personal Project, which involves tons of writing and sitting on a chair, but clearly I have no intention of doing that for another two months. Because clearly I am a fearless bastard and I like to do things last minute. HA! I got a message on facebook, so I don't even need to bother cleaning my room, I am not having anyone over. I am probably going to sit at home, alone all day, having horribly painful cramps and watching Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

Although yesterday I had fun! It was nice to do something relaxing and that didn't make me pissed off. I was happy for a while and then I thought about stupid stuff which made me angry, because I have no reason to think about those stupid things because I have someone and no one else makes me feel like that person does. So everyone should just fuck off with their problems, because I have problems too sometimes and unless I solve my own I ain't solving anyone else's.

So me and my mum have this deal, that if there is an awesome concert somewhere close to us that we'll go. Mum would like it if it's Germany, since our cousin lives there with her hubby and her baby, so we'll sleep at her house and go to the concert. Of course I am not missing an opportunity like this, if mum says Germany, then I'll definitely find a concert in Germany. And to my surprise my favorite band is playing in Germany on August the 19th at 19:30. The band in question is Panic! at the disco. Clearly we all know how much I love Brendon Urie and that I would rape him if I saw him, but not the point, I can rape him with my eyes at the concert! I am actually extremely excited about telling mum I found a concert in Frankfurt!!